Capture the moment… be present. be still. be here.
You’ll be okay…
I look over and see the green bunches of leaves that were
drooping now swinging and that same breath of wind now dances its way slowly
over to me, gently pulling the hanging strands of hair that have dried long and
loose today. One, two, three. One two
three. I imagine a waltz but I don’t
know if that’s because it really is one or because it’s the only type of dance
I can think of (well, that and the cha cha, but it certainly isn’t that
one…). We pick up the dance again now and
then, swaying to the melody of birdsong joined now and then by buoyant bursts
of merriment from laughing kids playing (probably kicking a football—soccer
ball—), somewhere a couple blocks away.
Faint and intermittent barking and softly rumbling engines carry the
beat. one two three…
(now, I suppose if I’m to be completely honest in my writing
and if I want to accurately paint the entirety of the scene surrounding me, I
should admit that my phone sits on the chair next to me on my left, playing its
own melodies—and throwing off my whole 1-2-3 waltzing rambling a little…—to the
“Rhythm of One Heart Beating”…). Λοιπόν…
(Anyway…)
Now, every once in a while, the gentle breath that invites
me to dance sends, too, a subtle smattering of goose bumps down my arms (arms
bared to the sun to soak in thewonder of such a beautiful day and the downright
awe that it’s all happening in February… πολύ ωραία… (very
beautiful/lovely/wonderful). I close my
eyes against the brightness of a sun starting to make its scheduled evening
descent. Will you leave so soon? Stay a while longer…
I close my eyes and let the warmth settle over me and chase
away the wind’s tempting chill. And in
this way I can postpone the inevitability of donning my waiting jacket just a
little bit longer…
Capture the moment.. see feel taste the beauty of the
day. The gift of the present. Breathe it in and let it out…
Did you ever imagine you would be here? Not simply warm and
outside in a tanktop on a Saturday in February… Not just living for a stint in
a new country immersed in a culture, language, loveliness entirely different…
Not even just curled up like a cat on a chair on the little
rooftop space kitty-corner from your bedroom window with a view of the
surrounding mountains beyond the trees embracing you under the bluest sky
streaked here and there by the faintest and lightest brushstrokes of clouds
masterfully and artfully placed in the purest white, the wind dancing with your
hair, the orchestra picks up the tune…And the sun—close your eyes and raise you
sunkissed a little higher for just a moment… breathe in and breathe out…. let
the warmth and the moving stillness fill you, settle you, sustain you…
No. Not even just
here in this place in this moment (though truly I never ever imagined I’d find
myself writing on a rooftop in February and a tank top under the beautiful
bright Greek sun…). No. Even more.
The gentle sailing of your pen across the page in rolling waves of inky
blue that leaves a lingering wake of these foamy white beautiful memories,
brings now to you a feeling of purpose and completeness in your writing that
you hadn’t realized until now that you had been missing. And now it moves to find the words to
describe a moment you could never in your wildest or calmest dreams ever ever
imagine….
Capture the moment. feel
the chill of the waltzing whispering wind.
let your ears stretch to the happily mumbling birds and that pesky
bumbling bee buzzing by your head. lift
your face one more time to the sun, now setting a bit lower on this beautiful
day, promising more soon to come with a bright shining wink.
Capture the moment. Breathe in. Breathe out.
Be present. Be still. Be here.
Be grateful. Be content. Smile.
You are okay…
~*~
και η ζωή είναι ωραία...
~*~
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